begrudge

UK
/bɪˈɡrʌdʒ/
US
/bɪˈɡrʌdʒ/

Examples

I begrudged the very hours of blessed sleep because by that much was I robbed of the joy that would have been mine had I remained awake.

Je regrettais même les heures de sommeil béni, car elles me privaient de la joie que j'aurais connue en restant éveillé.